Laughter

2.20.2011

I just reread the blog you kept

The one where all you talked about was me

How much you missed me

How much you loved me

How much you couldn’t wait to start our life together

I literally have been laughing since I stopped reading

What bullshit

You were so full of shit, even back then.

The last post stuck with me

Not because you said that you couldn’t bear it if I left you

But because I remember the moment I read that for the first time

That was the first time I felt contempt towards you

I was sitting on my bed

in my small room in London

reading that last sentence over and over

getting angrier with you

thinking what kind of person says that

the girls from the movies? 

the ones who cant live without the men in their lives?

it's pathetic on screen

it's pathetic in real life.

i was so turned off to you

jumping back to the present

that same laughter escaped my lips only a few moments ago

this time in finding out you blocked me on facebook

i don't think its possible to be more immature

i'm just glad i don't have to look at your face anymore.