I'm Sorry I'm Not Sorry

it was interesting how it all panned out
reading you say that you found it inappropriate
that you were so concerned that it was displayed so publicly
not gonna lie, did actually make me feel bad
i had been warned, pretty insistently about not doing it
but i was in such a rage and in the heat of the moment
that i decided to post it next to my old collection
the old collection of poetry that had been a stable force in my life
i'm not sorry about what i wrote
it portrays the emotions that i thought i had gotten over
the ones locked inside of my mind and heart
spilling out onto the blank space of a note
maybe a little more exaggerated than it should have been
but that's poetry
are you really taking it at face value?
yes it might not have been the best decision to post on facebook
but at the time, notes was the only place where i could place my thoughts
alongside my other gems
it wasnt until saturday night that i made the blog
where i could privately store it for a select few to see
so i apologize if i was in the wrong
but my intentions were not for you to see it
let alone read it.
my mind is still deciding if things are better off this way
and i think they might be
considering 15 minutes after this guilt had settled within me
i felt completely fine and detached from our old connection
progress?
i think so.
i'm sorry i'm not sorry.